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LORD NOSE
11-12-2007, 09:18 PM
now i understand why yall don't understand

we come from different worlds

with the exception of tech and Nakhi

the rest of yall niggas never even seen a crack head in the dark hiding behind a tree

thats why there is so much misunderstanding in these KTL threads

go out a seek the headz

its the path to your enlightenment

Prolifical ENG
11-12-2007, 10:13 PM
After you posted this I went outside to the end of the block around this old bench...for some reason this crackhead has been there all fuckin day! A rare occurance indeed but I maybe it was a sign since you posted this. I thought he was just waiting for someone. Well I think he was a crackhead anyway because my next door neighbor said so.

I started talking to him...I didn't know what to say so I started with "hello". He stopped singing and said "whats your problem" and a bunch of random stuff I don't remember.

Anyway I said "My friend sunny winters said I should meet you for the path of my enlightenment". Then he said "Sunny winters!" and started laughing his ass off....one of those really retarded laughs that you never knew if he was gonna stop. Then he started touching me with those playful taps on the arm...I was getting nervous at this point....I was ready in case he was gonna stab me or something unpredictable.

Then he said "sunny winters.....santa claus...he must be an old cracker too...is he your grandpa? they always trying to teach you young bucks something" Then he put his fingers together on one hand and put them between his eyes like he was bob marley on stage calling the spirits and said "you just need to grow some bag hair man....bag hair!" I started laughing.

So I said aight and I wanted to leave and I said it wasnt my grandpa but some black guy on the internet....then he started saying "nigger claus...nigger claus is comming to town...down your chiminey smellin like poo to kick your ass. *long pause* If anyone fucks with you...call me and I will fuck them right up! Then he started showing me his fighting scars on his body....looks like he was shanked or sliced in the abdomen and a knuckle that was all fucked up.

Then I got scared and said "well I need to go back and tell sunny winters of my experiences" then he said "tell sunny what up and peace for being such a fruitcake and fuck winter....its already fucking cold out here and it aint even winter yet". Then i agreed with him...it seemed to calm him down and make him happier.

He said some other crap but I forgot....this is what I remember.

Koolish
11-12-2007, 10:20 PM
^ intense.

i see what mr. winters is getting at, there's a lot of clash of opinion due to a difference of socio-environmental situations.

there's this one crackhead who used to hangout near the bus stop i'd get off from work but i haven't seen him around lately. he'd always give me this fucked up look like he wanted something.

Machete
11-12-2007, 10:38 PM
haha

11th Chamber
11-12-2007, 10:40 PM
I see crackheads almost every day, the drug that is more rapant here tho is Heroin. So you see alot more users of that

STYLE
11-12-2007, 11:09 PM
i live right off one of the trappinest streets in atl ,Candler rd. out here cats sell dope in the store. pretty much every arab owned shop has weed and crack for sale.
but i find that there are regional diffs in crackheaderry. the ignant mfs here burn out what little sense they have left and become something worse than a zombie. not really worth talkin too. unless you want to hear how life can get fucked up.

EAGLE EYE
11-12-2007, 11:14 PM
couple weeks back I posted a little mini story about a police paddy wagon and other pigs chasing a crackhead in a puffy jacket through my lot. That was a funny little episode

LORD NOSE
11-12-2007, 11:58 PM
crack fuk'd up the park jam

pro ENG

yousa nutcase lol





whose community got torn down becaus of crack ?

the Bronx and Harlem was looking like racoon city at one time

shinobi4227
11-13-2007, 07:26 AM
This stuff i'm bout to write should have been on a new thread, but since it's also bout crackheads, i guess i'ma say what i gotta right now. Did yall know crackheads have the ability to predict numbers? Not just any number, i mean lotto numbers; believe me, when i was in Lagos, i see where dudes be all ova this crack head asking for winning numbers, but the prob was: he only told em when he felt like, and boi, when he did, them dudes be hittin jackpots.

V4D3R
11-13-2007, 01:35 PM
Ottawa and Calgary are crackhead cities. Crack has affected few lives in my family. Where the patriarch of the family is the biggest crackhead. Crack has seperated siblings that wanted to sell and be better/richer then everybody else in the fam giving them delusions of superiority because they sold crack for some kids xmas gift certificates at footlocker.

Crack has killed 2 immediate family members of mine and torn my family apart.

It really doesnt matter where you are anymore.

WARPATH
11-13-2007, 05:34 PM
now i understand why yall don't understand

we come from different worlds

with the exception of tech and Nakhi

the rest of yall niggas never even seen a crack head in the dark hiding behind a tree

thats why there is so much misunderstanding in these KTL threads

go out a seek the headz

its the path to your enlightenment


You think your the only one with crackheads in your neighborhood?






















































































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NIGGA PLEASE!

SARGA
11-14-2007, 05:18 AM
Every single city has crackheadz. Its the hammer headz you gotta be carefull of. steppin on needles n shit out my front door.

100pr00f
11-14-2007, 08:42 AM
prolly not a crackhead...but this woman was fucked up on somthing....she was dragging her self around the streets and at sonme point she would just fall asleep standing up..lokking as if she is about to fall over.....funny stuff..

100pr00f
11-14-2007, 08:46 AM
shit u havnt seen shit..that ive seen

im a bridge inspector ..i see the stuff all the time..but under some bridges man u cant walk no place..ever inch was a needle and lots of colored caps on the ground..i was afraid to do my job

BRASSKNUCKLED PAI MEI
11-14-2007, 09:11 AM
now i understand why yall don't understand

we come from different worlds

with the exception of tech and Nakhi

the rest of yall niggas never even seen a crack head in the dark hiding behind a tree

thats why there is so much misunderstanding in these KTL threads

go out a seek the headz

its the path to your enlightenment

I disagree I've lived in the projects and seen them daily

I've experience my crack head neighbor knocking on my door at 10:00pm asking to borrow my VCR because he had a disney movie he wanted to show his kids.

I grew up and grew out

LORD NOSE
11-14-2007, 09:36 AM
shit u havnt seen shit..that ive seen

im a bridge inspector ..i see the stuff all the time..but under some bridges man u cant walk no place..ever inch was a needle and lots of colored caps on the ground..i was afraid to do my job


blue tops red tops and shit

i used to have to run down 15 flights of steps full of empty vials and blunt tobacco
its fun to slip on a crack vial and bust your ass coming down the steps
i cherish those times

go to hunts point and inspect some of those bridges over there - i dare you lol

prolly not a crackhead...but this woman was fucked up on somthing....she was dragging her self around the streets and at sonme point she would just fall asleep standing up..lokking as if she is about to fall over.....funny stuff..

thats heroin man

LORD NOSE
11-14-2007, 09:43 AM
I disagree I've lived in the projects and seen them daily

I've experience my crack head neighbor knocking on my door at 10:00pm asking to borrow my VCR because he had a disney movie he wanted to show his kids.

I grew up and grew out


dam yo


when i was about 14 - 15 there was the crack dealer that turned into a crack head who wanted to sell me his speakers

so i went into the building, he told me to chill in the hallway near his door, so like a few minutes past, he comes out sweating talking about ok let me get the 30 dollars and wait till she goes to sleep, wait until she goes to sleep

that nigga was gonna sell me his moms speakers yo

in the 80s, crackheads was selling they car for 20 dollars

all them fine ass chicks was giving head for like 2 dollars

i bought allot of equiptment this way

LORD NOSE
11-14-2007, 09:44 AM
You think your the only one with crackheads in your neighborhood?






















































































http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j113/Charging_Soldier/HPIM0509.jpg

NIGGA PLEASE!

i wanna visit the rez yo - do you think that i'll survive ?


although it looks rough out there, i've been to places that makes that look like heaven

BRASSKNUCKLED PAI MEI
11-14-2007, 10:30 AM
dam yo


when i was about 14 - 15 there was the crack dealer that turned into a crack head who wanted to sell me his speakers

so i went into the building, he told me to chill in the hallway near his door, so like a few minutes past, he comes out sweating talking about ok let me get the 30 dollars and wait till she goes to sleep, wait until she goes to sleep

that nigga was gonna sell me his moms speakers yo

in the 80s, crackheads was selling they car for 20 dollars

all them fine ass chicks was giving head for like 2 dollars

i bought allot of equiptment this way

Yeah, I've bought a lot of things; Microwave, toaster Oven, Leather Jackets, Sports wear from boosting crack heads.

This one Crackhead who was fine ass fuck came to my crib asking if I wanted a blowjob for 5 dollars.

I was tempted but declined then I seen her in the Mission District another day and she approached me again. I said no and she started getting loud Screaming I JUST WANT 5 DOLLARS NIGGAH LET ME SUCK YO DICK!

I felt awkward and jumped on a bus to escape her crackiness

V4D3R
11-14-2007, 10:40 AM
Notice how crackheads got this waxy dead looking skin like they been freshly embalmed?

Thats what made me never touch a fiend. I am proud to say that I can live knowing I never took advantage of anybody in this lifetime because of crack- w0rd.

shinobi4227
11-14-2007, 10:58 AM
Crack heads are immune to weed yo, a crack head could smoke a big sack of weed in a day yo.

LORD NOSE
11-14-2007, 11:02 AM
Yeah, I've bought a lot of things; Microwave, toaster Oven, Leather Jackets, Sports wear from boosting crack heads.

This one Crackhead who was fine ass fuck came to my crib asking if I wanted a blowjob for 5 dollars.

I was tempted but declined then I seen her in the Mission District another day and she approached me again. I said no and she started getting loud Screaming I JUST WANT 5 DOLLARS NIGGAH LET ME SUCK YO DICK!

I felt awkward and jumped on a bus to escape her crackiness



you luckier than me

i was about 15 and this crackhead..........lol never mind

i was young and made allot of mistakes.......and shit

at the time i didn't think of it as taking an advantage of someone with an iLLness

crack really destroyed the people in my area

turned it into a ghost town

WARPATH
11-14-2007, 02:33 PM
i wanna visit the rez yo - do you think that i'll survive ?


although it looks rough out there, i've been to places that makes that look like heaven

You'll be alright. Don't where green on Fridays, red on Wednesdays, blue on labor day. The gangstas are hard core around here. }:|

Mumm Ra
11-14-2007, 03:09 PM
one of my female friends was hooked on that for a while recently
she stole and sold the guy's xbox360 she was living with for crack
I don't know what I'd do if I had a 360 and someone ganked that shit

ilzPotent
11-14-2007, 10:51 PM
pbbbffffssstttt

Seen and chilled with a crackhead....The most memorable crackhead was from stapleton in shaolin. This dudes name was Davila. uh post-tranny. This bitch was crazy. She would stay giving head to some of the dealers. So ghey. Dudes be swearing thats not gay, wtf? (oh well, thats another thread) Anywho, she would rob dudes, punch them like a man and come cop. Her favorite phrase was HOT PEAS AND BUTTER!!! lol crazy ass dude would trick too... ICK

EAGLE EYE
11-14-2007, 11:41 PM
hot peas and butter is gonna be the new catch phrase for those post tranny corpse kids

BRASSKNUCKLED PAI MEI
11-15-2007, 02:52 PM
HOT PEAS AND BUTTER!

http://i73.photobucket.com/albums/i207/lyns1909/100_0629.jpg

Koolish
11-15-2007, 03:53 PM
met a crackhead at the bus stop today. i gave him a couple bucks cause he said he needed bus fare, i didn't mind doing a good deed for the day. he talked me up about school, the city, weed and shit. then he left with his "bus fare".

CherChezLaMarauder
11-15-2007, 04:05 PM
major contributors to the community.

::whispers:: they have super powers

TSA
11-15-2007, 05:20 PM
seen drug addicts doesn't make you wiser or your opinions more valid

ilzPotent
11-15-2007, 06:44 PM
hot peas and butter is gonna be the new catch phrase for those post tranny corpse kids

:yes: LMFAO!!!

LORD NOSE
11-15-2007, 10:46 PM
seen drug addicts doesn't make you wiser or your opinions more valid



yes it does

seeing crackheads with your eyes gives you special powers and seeing more and more will make you intellectually superior over those who have seen less

this is a proven fact


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crack_cocaine

Crack HeadsŪ Corporation (http://www.crackheads.org/)



i've studied this for years - i know

LORD NOSE
11-15-2007, 10:48 PM
but whats the purpose of the thread smarty pants

TSA
11-16-2007, 12:43 AM
^to get pussy


we got meth heads in nebraska but trailer parks keep them from the rest of society, so it's all good.

i suspect one of my homeboys from back in the day, he's all shakey now, shitty teeth, shifty eyes, and his moms the same way but idk if they both get glass up together or it's genetic








anyways on halloween me and my nigga HowDoesHeDoIt went to walmart to buy a cape for a costume


on our way out this fatass lady was yell "heeeyyy" "heeyyyy" and shit, so he turns around and she goes

"Whatcha tryin to get?" while staggering up to us short of breath
"Whatcha got?"

and here i am thinking she's trying to sell some keys and shit.

"I got them T-Bone steaks"
"What?"
"I said i got them T-Bone steaks, where's your car"


and STILL thinking she's trying to move a key on us cause idk the new slang these kids keep coming up with these days with their souljah boys and shit.


"Where's your car, i got them T-Bone Stakes"


so my boy heads to my car with me following behind the both of them baffled by the stupidity of him leading her to it in the first place.


we get in, i take my drives seat, she's in the back, and all of a sudden she unzips her pants.


"How old are ya'll"

"Old enough, why?"

"Ya'll look like some young cats"

"So where's the T-bone steaks"






and believe it or not this nigga pulls out a fuckin fat ass slab of T-bone steak.




and then another one





and another one






this bitch fit the fattest 3 slabs of flintstone size froze t bone stakes in her god damn pants.


WHAT THE FUCK?!





"I can give you all 3 for 30"

Then my boy's like..
"I don't want 3 t-bone steaks, but 1 for 10 would be nice"
he live on his own, you gotta take a deal like this when your in that situation..


"man i said 3 for 30!"

"Why don't you just sell 1 for 10, cause nobodies gonna want that much t-bone steak"

"Ya'll trying to buy or not"

"nope"

"That's cool, ya'll young, ya'll some young cats, you don't know nothing about hustling"

"hahah..i guess not"

Then she gets out of my car and gets the next nigga.


very crackish.

NAKHI the SOLORIAN
11-16-2007, 01:18 AM
yo on some real shit..............


since 82(to my understanding)crack...(not freebase.and yes there is a difference) has fucked up major parts of Philly and N.Y. that I used to frequent...that is one epidemic that should have never manifested itself in the black communities....


crack has systematically destroyed the black family..for real.


I know of a lot women who where once dime pieces who are not worth shit now and on the same note I know of a lot of thorl dudes who allowed crack to destroy them.

shit weed ain't really safe no more for real...

WARPATH
11-16-2007, 09:40 AM
^to get pussy


we got meth heads in nebraska..................

Are you from Nebraska?

As a matter of fact, who the fuck are you? Did you do a name change or something?

dezmond
11-17-2007, 07:27 AM
The crackheds you have to watch for round here are the ones who still roll with non-crackers, wormin their way into peoples trust with the pure intention of FUCKIN THEM... Lotta people dont realize the intricacies of an intelligent crackhead, theres a lot more of trhem than you think.. Always be on your guard people....

LORD NOSE
11-17-2007, 08:51 AM
crack and aids

aids goes with crack

who did this to us ?

shinobi4227
11-17-2007, 10:33 AM
crack and aids

aids goes with crack

who did this to us ?

We did this to our selves, nobody did it to us.

LORD NOSE
11-17-2007, 10:45 AM
We did this to our selves, nobody did it to us.


i agree

we are also responsible for us being in slavery

martin luther king got himself murdered,he did it to himself

it was amadou dialos fault he got hit with 19 bullets

the tuskegee "experiment" performed on black people, it was black peoples fault that they were poisoned with syphilis, nobody did it to us

those little plastic vials that crack comes in,we made those in our factories

its black womens fault that they got raped by white man for 400 plus years
we did all of that ourselves - no one is to blame for these things but us

its our fault we are dieing of aids and cracked out - we made that conscious choice to be this way speaking english in america - we forced the english language on ourselves nobody else

born invincible
11-17-2007, 11:56 AM
i agree

we are also responsible for us being in slavery

martin luther king got himself murdered,he did it to himself

it was amadou dialos fault he got hit with 19 bullets

the tuskegee "experiment" performed on black people, it was black peoples fault that they were poisoned with syphilis, nobody did it to us

those little plastic vials that crack comes in,we made those in our factories

its black womens fault that they got raped by white man for 400 plus years
we did all of that ourselves - no one is to blame for these things but us

its our fault we are dieing of aids and cracked out - we made that conscious choice to be this way speaking english in america - we forced the english language on ourselves nobody else




word...

dezmond
11-19-2007, 12:50 PM
Yeah lotta crackheds need "bus fare"..

TSA
11-19-2007, 04:15 PM
Are you from Nebraska?

As a matter of fact, who the fuck are you? Did you do a name change or something?



yeah

lincoln

im the U.N.I, the T to the E the G to the O.D, i go by the unforgettable name of the man called unique G..

dezmond
11-20-2007, 01:26 PM
You missunderstand.. ive seen them behind trees\vans\trash cans\even homeless old mans... I just tend to avoid that shit nowdays.. Despite what anyone says theyve chosen their path to unenlightenment.

LORD NOSE
11-20-2007, 01:59 PM
africans didn't realize they were players in a worldwide game until they were losing... badly. so you're right, it's not their fault... but the white man didn't invent this game either. it's always existed, whites just discovered it and got better at it than anyone else.

so if you absolutely have to blame someone, blame god i guess.


you make up some good sounding stories
and i bet you force yourself to believe what you write

everything about your profile here screams AGENT !

but you are not good at it

agents are not suppose to be so clearly obvious

its sad

and its funny how me and Style pointed you out in the same thread - he said it first - but after i called you out, i scrolled up and noticed that he called you out too - you are an AGENT

but you are not good at it

i bet you have fooled many here though


i'ma give you some time to play though - enjoy the "game"

Prolifical ENG
11-20-2007, 02:52 PM
That game is (was) fixed until anyone discovered it.

crack and aids

aids goes with crack

who did this to us ?

Exactly. I guess it had to be revealed.... the link what crackheads have to do with all of us understanding each other.

JKDRevolutionary
11-25-2007, 05:55 AM
yo maplewood isnt exactly tha hood part of Jerz but lemme tell yall sumthin I liv on springfield ave, an if u walk like a half mile down the hill you will see Crackheads as far as the horizon, cuz thats wen u cross the border into Irvington.

Sometimes the Crackheads spill over into Maplewood. One night i'm chillin @ my homie's apartment and i'm leanin out his window smokin a bogie. Mind u, its 3:30 in the mornin, like 30 degrees out.
Alla sudden I see this white dood with a looong ass beard walkindown the street with NO SHIRT, singin "I LOOOOVE DRUUUGS, I WANNA GET FUUUCKED UUUUP" and then he stopped and said "YO, GOT ANUTHER CIGGARETTE BRO?"

I dudded da bogie out an shut the window mad fast.

LORD NOSE
11-27-2007, 05:53 PM
That game is (was) fixed until anyone discovered it.



Exactly. I guess it had to be revealed.... the link what crackheads have to do with all of us understanding each other.


there are different levels of understanding

LORD NOSE
01-04-2011, 06:22 PM
sky

ChristO
01-04-2011, 06:31 PM
...the '80s was crazy. that sh#t took the cake...

DeeBlock
01-04-2011, 09:23 PM
crack and aids

aids goes with crack

who did this to us ?

Yup, the correlation is there.

Barry Whyte
01-04-2011, 09:23 PM
who hasn't seen a crack head crack is on all levels

pro.Graveface
01-05-2011, 03:18 AM
servin the fiendz

pro.Graveface
01-05-2011, 03:21 AM
US of A did this to us! with that dream yeah the American Dream false as.....ideal visionz, illusionz of what can be, I say fuc this, liv here live now!!!!
its stil a Self responcebility, matter of factz I talked to alot of fiendz, I see em as lost humanz who tink that they are in controle of their body and mind but thatz illusion!!! kuz they break down their innersanctum by using Drugz

IrOnMaN
01-05-2011, 11:55 AM
yo on some real shit..............


since 82(to my understanding)crack...(not freebase.and yes there is a difference) has fucked up major parts of Philly and N.Y. that I used to frequent...that is one epidemic that should have never manifested itself in the black communities....


crack has systematically destroyed the black family..for real.


I know of a lot women who where once dime pieces who are not worth shit now and on the same note I know of a lot of thorl dudes who allowed crack to destroy them.

shit weed ain't really safe no more for real...

Wow!

KEvN4VUQLJk

D8m_9YDTzTk

IrOnMaN
01-05-2011, 12:50 PM
Crack Cocaine is better than sex! A must read!


One day I was puffin Blunts with Nixon and Ford, when the watergate commission kicked down the door and demanded the missing tapes. Nixon tossed me one from off his desk right before they took him down. "Run you hippy bastard," he yelped feebly, so I dove out the window of the oval office and sprinted across the lawn into the heart of Americas greatest slum. (did I mention I was naked?) Anyway, I went home and listened to the tape; and this, word for word, is what the big man had to say:

Crack Cocaine is one of those drugs that changes lives. But when I say that it changes lives, I don't mean that lightly; for my fling with crack threw my life into a vicious cycle of self destruction and despair from which I have only just begun to recover.
I was 15 years old when I first smoked crack, and I remember it like it was just yesterday...

I was buying ounces of shiny, high quality yay and peddling them to the local hippy folk. And somehow I ended up in the living room of an old hippies trailer, watching him intently as he cooked up a ball of crack in a mason -jar. And before I knew what hit me, I put a bong to my lips and took a massive rip of the devils finest.

I held the hit in for what seemed like eternity, but in reality was only like 10 seconds. And before I could even exhale 'it' hit me; the most intense wave of indescribably orgasmic pleasure spread about my body, centering in my head and spreading into my extremities. My ears rang and my vision turned fuzzy. I had never felt this good in my entire life. Everything was perfect and I was on top of the world. I stood and ran my fingers through my hair. I looked at my crack out aquantance and muttered "oh my god..."
And that was the beginning of the end.
Crack was my new favorite lover.

That day I went home and cooked a teener of coke in an oversize spoon, and I didn't stop until all the coke was gone and my body cried for more.
And that night, before I drank myself to sleep, I vowed to only smoke rock on occasion.
And for a while it worked...

Of course I still had a nose like a hoover and an ever-escalating dope debt. But, hey, I was a junior in high school and I worked hard to have my own place and get back in school; I deserved a little fun goddamnit.
But all of a sudden, my supplier jetted the scene, leaving me with little options to sustain my lifestyle.
So I got in touch with some people who sold garbage smack and I started working small time for them, while in the meantime, I developed a healthy taste for heroin.

Around now, the school year was winding down, and I was consuming numerous drugs in such a fantastically hedonistic manner, that smoking crack had taken the back burner.
Until the summer started.
I obtained a couple new coke hook ups, and while they were all overpriced, I would have given my soul for another hit.
Crack addiction is a highly progressive vice, one that spreads about the mind ruthlessly; and if you let it, will missasticise(sp) into a malignant cancer that will ingest your very being.

Crack is evil. It is the cruel sacrament of the lowest fiends on the totem pole. And man is that shit expensive, whether or not you buy it on the street or make it yourself. Just remember that in a year and a half, I coulda bought a cadillac with all the crack I smoked.
Some people call the high a full body orgasm, others say it's better than sex. I say that it would make jesus a cold blooded killer and turn your mother to a whore. Oh, and man is that shit fun...

"Wait, shhhh..., I hear something..."
"Nevermind... maybe I dropped some on the carpet..."
"I must be going crazy..." (starts scavaging on the carpet for crumbs)

No matter what you smoke it out of or what drug you mix it with, nothing in this world will ever compare to that first hit of crack cocaine.
The more you smoke the shorter the peak. And the shorter the peak the more you smoke.
The peak will go from minutes to seconds, and even a second without crack is too long...
Soon the fiend will smoke a massive rock hit after hit, feebly searching for that all elusive and heavenly high that teeters precariously between the line of indescribable rhapsody and fatal over-indulgence...

Eventually I became a card- carrying Base Head. I lied, cheated, stole, and basically screwed over anyone in my path. And the more and more crack I smoked, the less fun it would be. By the end of the summer, each time I smoked crack I would get struck with a mindbending jolt of delusions and paranoia, but Nothing, not even sex, smack, or tweak could even begin to compare to that high.

I got to where I would have to do smack or drink or pop pills if I wanted sleep to even be an option. I wouldn't leave the house for up to a couple days, or until the crack was gone. I was smoking at least 3 or 4 grams a day, in addition to smoking/snorting chris and blowing lines.
I basically stopped going to school.
Eventually the money just ran out. The debts became threating to my health.

I had my first overdose one night in early August. I kept throwing whole grams in my regular pipe on top of weed and smoking them until my vision was solid white and my ears rang and pounded in my skull. I was pure pleasure. But I kept smoking and smoking until my chest locked up and I fell to the floor and shook violently for anywhere from a couple seconds to half a minute. All the blood in my body felt like it was being forced into my head and chest. I thought I was going to die. I was scared, but then I just accepted it and didn't really care. And then it was over.
And that night I smoked more crack...
That was one of three crack- induced seizures that I've been unfortunate enough to experience in my life. I once saw a friend seize up and nearly die on my floor.
But my habit kept escalating. The high was all that mattered. I would try and tweak instead of smoking rock, but I could only keep it up for very long.

By the time senior year started, I was strung as fuck. I dreamt about crack every night. I would think about crack more than pussy. (Very unhealthy for a 16 year old I might add...)
I couldn't commit myself to any sort of what could be possibly deemed a functioning relationship. (with anyone, women, friends or otherwise. Actually, I did get along well with my friends cat... but anyway...)
At first I loved to party on crack and to rock it up with other people. And then I just wanted to do it alone, hoping for a little smack to dullen the comedown or some chris to strech out the high.
(By the way, shrooms and crack is the most amazing combo EVER. Maybe I'll write up some more trip reports.)

Everyday my comedown would get worse and worse until sometimes I would just shake and cry and want to kill people. Now let me tell you, there is nothing worse than coming off a crack binge with no booze or opiates in sight.
And still my life got worse. I became a compulsive thief. I narrowly escaped jail on numerous occasions. I would rarely eat or sleep and I looked like a skeleton. I was delusional.
Everyone was out to get me.

To make a (very) long story short, I eventually (halfway through senior year) decided to kick the crack and heroin. Psycadelics and overdoses helped me come to the conclusion that I needed to quit. Everyone was worried about me and the shit just got to be less and less fun. Saying loaded was a full time job. Like many have said, it ain't easy being a junkie... So basically, I got myself into rehab, and then another one, and then a long term facility (not my choice). And now at age 18, I have 17 months crack free.

Since the first time I went to rehab, I have smoked pot once and blazed 5-meo-dmt twice. I have changed everything and moved away from my past. No more legal problems. No more crackwhores and dope debts.

My life is infinitely better. As if you give a damn...

I still get excited and anxious at the very thought of crack. You can only imagine how hard it was for me to write this report. Frankly, I have so much to say on the subject, it's just that right now I don't have the willpower to write a goddamn epic.

Anyway,some people don't like crack. And others love it more than life itself. Some can manage it. And chances are, that just like me, you won't be one of them...

Simply put, crack cocaine is too good to be true.

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=135710

Damn!

LORD NOSE
02-13-2011, 04:43 PM
nluodgrBEfA

IrOnMaN
02-23-2011, 02:42 PM
nluodgrbefa

Jesus Fucking Christ!