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Bigot Hitman
06-18-2008, 10:10 PM
The countdown is tick'in because what will i do
When i don't have a that social connection of school//
And i have to change jobs to help me get through college
Loosing happiness for money makes me question the logic//
Lets say i never change and learn to live with my pain
Without progressing, living my life just to maintain//
What kind of disorder can this problem evolve to
If i'm barely standing, right when my floors fall through//
Then i hit rock bottom with nobody to help me up
And i'll have to turn back to god who then will tell me what?//
To strive which is what i'm struggle'in to do now
Look'in at my life in fourths, with already two down// (around 40 yrs.)
Maybe then i'll have what i need to turn it around
To make it worth more than a smart jerk and a clown//
Which is the reality of who i am at this time
Depending on what exactly my sickness decides//
The more peace in my mind, the more control i'll have
To tell my self where to go on this uncharted path//
If in my future i could see a suicidal death then
It wouldn't discourage me cuz i'm strive'in for perfection//
THat's a mind set that i can never abandon
Wether i'm a "First world leader" or a third world bandit//

SHEEPISH LORD OF CHAOS
06-20-2008, 02:45 AM
damn i could see this verse over some classic onyx material with the way you came in ampped the fuck up nice verse son

Bigot Hitman
06-20-2008, 07:02 AM
thanks dun, that verse let me see some things clearer

Max Munch
06-20-2008, 10:32 PM
^Big up, that's what it's about. Learning about yourself through what you create.

Ill verse man, some real truths that spoke to me and my situation. Nice work.