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Lost Sun
03-03-2010, 03:00 PM
James, nick name Black, slim cat...a son and a brother...
sprung by a older woman, told everybody he loved her....
he wanted to settle down, get married & live right...
but ma just wasn't the type..she only looking for pipe....
she dropped him, broken heart..he thought they had a true bond....
she moved on...in the club....getting her groove on...
he was open, couldn't shake it, started to constantly call her....
she ignored him.....homie turned into a stalker....
one night he followed her to Mickey D's, shouted "baby I need you"...
She wouldn't have him, he blew his brains in the drive thru......TRUE STORY


Despair lingers....my figurative finger on the trigger....
looking in the mirror....I dont recognize the figure....
Lost in my own thoughts....no compass....
no options...pain has hope encompassed....
conflicted, I wanna live right, live well and live long....
but I'm hurting, dont know how long I can go on...
Trying to be strong...I'm a husband, son and brother....
Maybe I'm being selfish....not wanting to suffer....
regardless the idea hovers....cant seem to remove it....
my worst fear is one day I wont be too scared to do it....

THE MASON
03-03-2010, 03:07 PM
damn yo

the imagery on this verse is crazy, vivid storytellin joint and the flow is real dope. this is like a MF Grimm track to me, with the flow and realness of the lyrics.

props Lost Sun, always coming through, glad we got some new cats in the Temple, it has been dead for a while