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Old 09-25-2008, 04:33 PM   #903
Bigot Hitman
"Come as you are"
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Next steps become waking motivated
to climb mental walls that
Are made of fears forcing feet to fall back
In my mind, i speak with alll that
self defeats like
Evolvling hairless in the coldest lands an'
Still far from careless with the rarest hand in
my game where, jokers are kings
and Aces and two's have a one fall in between
That can't find a slot in a full deck
I'm that one,
Who sits in sunken ships as the sunsets
I'm loosing air, trying to escape through darkness
frantically looking for ways out, as
waves of doubt rock the boat an'
I sink lower feeling as though i'm float'in
A unnatural high of dying, fly'in out of my mind
out of my focus as pain approaches
Close'in the lense on my hopes which
Represent my last defense
Against a life of lifelessness in righteousness
The dealer of hope is selling me lies
Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
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