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Old 09-27-2008, 01:31 AM   #904
Bigot Hitman
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Default Breaking A shell

Razor sharp thoughts that go against
eighteen year old grain,
Dance on the stage of my brain
Causing barely visible pains
Allday everyday, it seems
Nothing can get between
My, soul and the ground to lift it
Hours become days, seconds become minutes
Dawns become dusks as God becomes trust
in the last thread in a rope to break
its the last light in a hopless fate
A reason to hold on aproaches fake, status
Looking into a mirror of
Deep sadness with a face of focused hate
How can the real me rise
When the disorders in my mind collide
To form a flipping double edge
that rests its weight upon my head
There's no easy way out of a maze with no walls
Just empty space and, flashes of amazement
From depths of problems in my history
Measured through old memories
Ressurected by daily expieriences
Inducing fatalities of positive feelings
That create fences with,
Tops so far up they're out of sight
They're out of mind, like a cloudy future
I endlessly climb, sensing the urgency of
running out of time...
The dealer of hope is selling me lies
Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
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