Nothings good over here, but how u holdin up? IT seems every month i get hit with a brick, all of a sudden i'm Bipolar, From A-typical depression to Major depression, to finally Bipolar depression. THe diagnosis explains alot, but fuck, i'm struggling to finds reason to live now.
The dealer of hope is selling me lies
Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)