^yea thats what first got me too. like when i was 11 i was thinking about mario brothers and ninja turtles and shit, the thought of killing myself never even creeped near my brain.
but idk, i guess if your getting it that hard, who knows.
bullying is a part of life sadly, although it shouldnt be. i get the wolf pack alpha male analogy, except for the fact that humans pride themselves on not being animals. but we do act like them; or worse; a lot of times.
The earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that in glory and in triumph they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.
People are too stupid to effectively conspire to do anything, but not too stupid to come up with conspiracy theories.