i starting questioning my beliefs about 10 years ago. at this point, i think it's silly to believe in the abrahamic religions. it's possible that something /someone designed/created/controls the universe, but if that is true, i don't think any of us can or ever will know or understand it in our lifetime. however, that doesn't mean we shouldn't keep trying to find the truth.
The more you learn, the more you realize how little you know