Great thread hermano.
The more I look into this subject, the easier it is to answer. If we all did the proper looking, we'd all feel the same, I believe.
I am, "...a spark of the Divine Flame" as Thoth once said. By my very nature, I am everything and nothing at once. My power is undeniable, yet a sleeping giant that I try desperately every day to wake. "A star bound to a body", to quote Thoth again. A babe in the wilderness, learning the arts of both combat and compassion, with such knowledge, seeking to return balance to myself and the world.
"Die before you die."-Prophet Muhammad (Pbuh)