i should give u adivce? heres a jewel for you,
dont call your current girlfriend a bitch (unless your roleplaying)
but alas, im sure you have attracted girls that relate to how your mind see's reality..
i would link the spirit science videos.. videos 4 and 5.. so you understand better about how we create reality (quantum shit)
your thoughts interact with others,, and you attract what you want to experience.. so in that vein.. your doing what you want to experience..
btw.. have you found that your relationships have similar issues??
or is each relationship you have different?