I feel so judged. Am I that unhealthy weight you spoke of that God needs to purge?
I apologize again. I wronged myself more than anybody else in my life. My words are meaningless now. and the older I get the more I know nothing. I forgive you too. Delete or trophy it as a victory for my soul. Im sick of fighting this beast. I need guidance and discipline. Fire been burning too long not much left to forge nahmean. Pray for me if your a true light warrior and my bredren Im sicker weaker... real talk you are my brother but im a broken seed of cain but this time i wont kill u i will just let myself wither away