Re: What the hell should I do?
from the hagakure:
"When one has made a decision to kill a person, even if it will be very difficult to succeed by advancing straight ahead, it will not do to think about going at it in a long roundabout way. One's heart may slacken, he may miss his chance, and by and large there will be no success. The Way of the Samurai is one of immediacy, and it is best to dash in headlong."
i'm telling you:
marry her or forget it
give yourself a deadline of like - now - and get it done with
there's forums to post at and governments to overthrow and space to explore
we'll all be here for you if you have a hard time adjusting
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your mother's dick