About two weeks ago i went to this shopping center thats infront of my house with my family.. So we decided to go to ross in the shopping center, they got inline to buy the stuff they had picked out.. so i went outside to wait for them and smoke me a cig.. I started to smoke my cig and at one point a bunch of people where going in.. So i look down to look at this guys shorts.. But these people want you to fucking think i'm checking out the fucking guys ass and shit it seems.. This may seem bad to someone looking from a different perpective but to me this is just silly bullshit bro.. The thing is a min after i started to think this might look bad if they get it on camera, i look to the the sides and theres two cameras.. To me it's fucking silly, but they play everything.. But bro they want you to think either two things that i dont know myself or that i'm liying.. But I fucking know myslef and i would never check out a fucking guys ass bro... If i was fucking gay or bi I would just tell you cus i'm not afraid to be who i am, but i'm not gay or bi and God send me to hell if i was liyng to you right now.. See these people try to convince you the way they want you to think.. But i just give you what i'm thinking and what I experience.. And at the end whatever you and everybody thinks of me I have to accept that thats what you think of me.. But i'm going to speak my peace.. These people to me have always seemed like individuals who want to hold peoples minds captive, nothing new here, they know who they are.. And they know very well they started lying, I give you the truth, I knew they where going to start.. I tell you i dont like any man in anyway or any sexal manner.. I told them this awhile ago and they just started playing the opposite.. They prob. want me to say this to fit into their whole psychology.. See in the end it seems they want to make me look like a lier, they are dying to have people believe that i'm fucking gay, but thats just not me..

peace, maybe i write more later..