This Shit.. Here.. Has.. The Realest Realism.. Ever.. > I Aint Going 2 Deny These. . Feelings.. But Also.. I Can T Just Leave These Feelings.. In Me .. Without No Use... > All I Can Say Is That This Is All True.. > The Female I Refer.. 2 .. Wuz At One .. Time.. Sick Ass Intimate With... Me.. > All I Can Say 2 U About Her.. Is That Her Name .. Means Blackbird.. In French.. > But In English.. Hers.. Is Spelled.. With 2 E's .. >... She Still.. Lives In Cali .. By Me.. > But Have Not Been The Same.. For Various.. Reasons.. > Also.. Later .. This Weekend.. We May .. Reunite.. 4 The 1st Time.. In A Over A Year... I Aint No Bitch... !<< I Really Liked. This Trick... > So Now I Just Blaze And Shit.. Thinking .. Wut Could Of Been...



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Sad... Sad.... So Sad..... Took It For Granted.. Didn't Know What I Had.. > Tears.. Trickling... Down .. Cheeks... < The Past Quickly Comes .. Back And Haunts ... If You .. Weak.. > Leave.... Soul Has No Motive... Flees... >escapes... Unknowingly.. Searching.. For Need...< . .future.... Yet 2 Be Seen.. > It Is Fluid... But Live In Present .. Painfully ... Almost.. 21 Next Week... // Happy 2 Be Alive.. Appreciate... Life... < Still So Young... In Feet.. Have Good Memory... > Yet So Old In Speech... // Been Like This.. For The Last Couple... Of Years..... < 1..... 2..... ; 3... Actually... < Don't Even Know How I Can Even Speak.... > Like Bacteria.. In A Rotting.. Apple... Simply .. Disturbing...< Metaphor.. Baffle.. . Fall In Deep.. .> Scars.. In Tissue... As A Result.. From Being Eaten .. Up Emotionally...



Can't.. Even ... Think.. > Haven't Been Drinking.. It Makes.. Me ... Sink... < Vista Red... Not Even High... > Everybody's Been Dry... Wouldn't Lie... Visually.. Clean... << As Real As It Can Get.. < Nice To Meet .. You.. > This Really Me.. < Mention.. Circumspection ... Keep.. !













No Way 2 Explain It.... Always... Think About .. You << ... Reminisce ... Much ... In Other Words .. Miss Your .. Touch ..> Could Never.. Forget The Beautiful.. Radiant Gaze In Your... Eyes.. << You Were My 1st Love... > Funny How Things... Are.. Our Birthdays... Were... In The Same .. Month.. / Beside All That... > Since We Met... Wanted... 2 Hold You... < Make Contact.. Hold... Hands... Conversate .. < Laugh... > Maybe A Thing Of The Past... Not Really.... < 3 Years... Happened ... So Fast... When The Moments.. Came.. Said 2 Myself... ::> "this Is What It Feels .. Like.. " < Lust In Doves... Holding Enchantment... Ribbon... < Meant To Be Together... > Awaiting... Sight... // Carefully Started ... 2 Fly... > Infatuation... Quickly.. Became A High.... < No Daydream < .. Illustrious .. Times... / Forever Memorize... Capacity... Into.. Sub-conscious... Mind... > Recall Compliment... Gave You Hints... > Intimately.. Entice Friend.. < Sweetheart... Adored Fashion.. Trends... > Hips Went Well With Mix.. / So Innocent.. Lovely .. Hair.. > Bare With Air... < Bomb Ass Scent.. Sent Senses.. Attentive... Flirtatious.. Comment.. > Settle Win... / Claiborne.. Sport.. Cologne.. Compose ... Mettle.. Grin.. < No .. Pimp.. Cane.. Or Whip.. > Succulent.. Lips.. < Love Women.. >> In .. A .. Minute.. Tempest Driven... < Concise .. Life.. > Cinnamon.. Spice. .. Breezy .. Like Moisture..in The Sky.. > Ironic.. Setting Why.. ? Our ..first Kiss.. Was.. Night..