It seems it was more sided to loneliness. Though it shows you were trying to express something but not fully explaining it.Or you are trying to explain it. I don't know correct me if iam wrong?I suppose it goes with the title.
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Loneliness is a form a depression..if your just depressed for no reason, then there somthing wrong in your head.....depression comes in many forms....anything can get u depressed...such as death, loneliness, sarrow, grief, ect ect..
..no where to go but up...unless you let yourself fall.......