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    How do people like someone
    Who can't live with himself
    Sometimes I hate to breathe
    Just paint the mirrors please
    As the more I see
    It seems the more I wish to leave

    Campfire in the rain
    Just a matter of when
    I decide my time
    Is not worth to spend
    As the more I buy
    It seems the more I cease to try

    A self sacrifice
    Will be called a selfish move
    When I rid my world
    Of all the flames I spew
    As the more I learn
    It seems the more I heat the burn

    Just abandon me
    But right before you leave
    Would you light the match
    That'll maybe set me free
    As the bridges hold
    Where I need to go can't be reached

    Eternal sleep
    Last edited by Bigot Hitman; 01-16-2009 at 08:06 AM.
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
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    Default In need

    The flower stems were razor blades
    The sunset was a rainbow flame
    I wondered what was here...to gain?

    Grounds opened beneath my feet
    Falling into lifeless sleep
    I must be strong where light is weak

    Paddle around the river bend
    The swirls will hint where is her end
    Reasons to die and live were friends

    THat shore holds a honest hand
    If I stomp upon this land
    I wonder will it promise sand.....

    No legs, I"ll hop the fences
    THis head, can stop the physics
    I"m feeling a little optimistic

    Green fog hugged me everywhere
    Off my boat I walked on air
    A feeling I cannot compare

    After A couple miles I saw
    The site I wish to not recall
    A truth that claimed I had to fall

    WHite words formed as did my fear
    They said that I'm forever here
    WHere loneliness will rule my tears

    I need someone to wake me up
    Just someone to guide me out
    Back home onto solid ground
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
    http://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sho...=25482&page=61

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    When you walk away
    The sun just doesn't matter
    My leafs begin to wilt
    And bark starts to shatter

    I fall to you
    In hope to slow your pace
    I call for you
    In hope to turn your face
    ..........

    When you swim away
    The water begins to freeze
    My fins just force a flail
    As I must chase your trail

    I dive for you
    In desire of your balance
    I try for you
    In the fire of your challenge
    ..........

    But if you stay away
    The rainbows form a smile
    Then they fade to gray
    And rain on me...denial

    I'd wait for you
    In the coldness that you'd leave
    In pain for you
    Untill you dry my cheeks
    .......
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
    http://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sho...=25482&page=61

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    Default No Headlights

    Waxy hours
    I feel I can tell that its the time
    Yet something shows that here...I'm blind
    To a truth thats everywhere
    In the eyes and in the air
    That is freed from my love's face
    Its a belief that I can't trace

    Down again
    The waves I ride seem to pull me in
    To a depth where the light pretends
    To be true and one with my friends
    And here the water turns
    The purest black like carbon burns
    A darkness no one could earn

    Float away
    I'm not a cloud, but bound to change
    Yet forever remain in ways the same
    As inside I pace around my cage
    Granted wishes of endless pain
    From my own actions I can't explain
    I think i'm holding on in vein

    Make me smile
    Only to drag me through another night
    In which when you would hand me the knife
    Within a moment you couldn't feel
    That your the rim inside the wheel
    And that without, I'd be past dead
    Face down in my own bloody mess
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
    http://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sho...=25482&page=61

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    Default Last post on this thread-Burning down

    This is my last post on this site/in this thread


    Walking through the most vast green field
    Everything felt just as it should...feel
    And when I was willing
    To stay there forever
    The breeze died, and grass held still

    Truth brought its thieves to steal
    This land like a beach from seals
    Dying without this
    Piece of what's needed
    I had thought this couldn't be real

    This was where my heart would heal
    Stronger than any known pill
    Torn away its like
    A sunless day and
    It left a feeling that could kill

    In the most tears I've ever shed
    I watched it burn black and dead
    As the truth revealed
    Words behind a shield
    I wish had never been said

    I planted the seeds of this love
    Grown from below then above
    Now I must see it burn
    A page I just can't turn
    In a book impossible to touch

    My heaven turned hell in that
    Shooting star moment passed
    I wish I was without a
    Care to make it now but
    My will is not so kin to glass
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
    http://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sho...=25482&page=61

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    I found a stream of heaven in a land of hell
    Like a parched man in a desert....
    That came across a well
    I lived in its comfort, died in its shortcomings
    Resurrected each morning, before my soaring
    On levels rarely seen
    Like through the eye of an eagle
    Dressed in freedom, socially illegal
    As the day of hope rises
    The nights of pain follows
    This is a cycle as sure as
    An inflated object will feel hollow
    I crawl in sorrow, run through mazes of joy
    Jog in balance of normality
    As common as a funeral for a toy
    My will seems to be breaking at the base
    Seeing reflections I can't face
    Moving in shoes I don't know how to lace
    Disappearing and emerging is killing me
    Emptying my souls' and hearts'...artillery
    One shot, then thirty, after a day of peace
    A pills much too simple to slay the beast
    Within me, that makes me envy damn near any
    Who hold a stable mind, pretending
    That the their truth is, and my life's not real
    Or realistically livable,
    I just wait for death or change and hold still
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
    http://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sho...=25482&page=61

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    The resurrection
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
    http://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sho...=25482&page=61

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    From the tear drowned pores that's never seen wet
    To the friends, a kin to stone towers that never lean left
    In a land of ruins,
    I remain somewhat constructive in my self destruction
    Stripping my bolts and ripping wires just to function
    Yeah, I can't tell really what a mirror suggests
    But the water's reflection leaves room for suspect
    As skewed vision is more representative of reality
    Feeling like I am the holes bleeding after the talons leave
    To most I'm just a little off centered as liquid bends light
    But they don't know the struggles between midnights
    If if they did, I'd never expect them to understand
    As worms thrive in dirt but can't survive on land
    So I, isolate to create and destroy the confusion
    My treasured chest is the same one I keep my noose in
    Have you ever looked into the eyes of the lost
    See I doubt it,
    Cause to see eye to eye It'd be at sanity's cost
    So as, light is to dark, and sky is to ocean
    I am to you with unstable emotion
    Nothing to be boastin' bout, I'd just wish you'd close your mouth
    Save me your "it could be worse" cliches and bounce
    The dealer of hope is selling me lies
    Reasons to live are reasons to die, in disguise
    This life was never mine, the rivers never ran
    Cross your arms, its too late for helping hands
    Spit your pity elsewhere, there's no sympathy needed
    For one who's never alive, for one who's never completed (Bigot Hitman)
    http://www.wutang-corp.com/forum/sho...=25482&page=61

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