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    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get

    My first environment, aquatic in nature
    No life sustaining supplement for self through air born vapor
    Waves and streams, current penetrates
    At a rate from slow to straight tight light laser beams
    Denied my own breath to make a scream
    One greater is supplying my breath
    In this realm I grow, kick, punch, and step
    Flexing muscles and tendons
    Sick of liquid lunch diet, sick of quiet
    Intermittent sensation suspension
    My two eyes canít see where my 3rd eyeís been
    From heavenís where I came, the hidden god, Amen
    Emerge into a different state of being
    Being baptized and born
    Pulled through an opening left torn
    Compared to whatís before me, I am small in stature
    Get raised up and captured by the rapture
    A god of this world smacks me, I finally start speaking
    Wet and cold, I behold my old universe leaking

    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get

    I yell, but no oneís listening, fear causes tears
    A different god cradles me, whispers in my ear
    Familiar, a language Iíve heard but never mastered
    Everything here seems to be moving faster
    Understand the vibrations, having come from underwater
    Still need hydration, H2O, about 3 quarters
    Having been in space where I was muted
    Each attempt at forming their words makes me feel like I am stupid
    Need to study this language, this system of mathematics
    Embody it as my own so actions are automatic
    Drinking a sweet substance by a nurturing goddess
    It seems all my needs are being met by this goddess
    Singing lullabies, soprano, I faintly recognize
    The other godís bass tone leaves me mesmerized
    Iím learning this dimension, an alternate perspective
    I close two eyes, open my 3rd, Iím resurrected

    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get

    I break from the god and goddess, explore on occasion
    They always seem to find me, Iíve suffered mild abrasions
    They smack me sometimes in the place I let my food go
    In or out, depending on the volume of my shouts
    I cover my mouth, get the primal urge to scream
    Donít want to go to sleep, I remember in my dreams
    My 3rd eye awakens, I see my destination
    The same place from which I came to this inverse habitation
    Reject this slave existence, physical limit a hindrance
    Guidance by my goddess and god, with persistence
    Each step I take now, the closer to home I get
    Crucified in a struggle each time the sun sets
    Suspended in an ocean, current against my body
    Nutrition from my goddess, voice of my god, see
    I return to heaven at regular intervals
    Long before my physical is nitrogen and minerals

    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get
    The further outside of yourself you search, the further from the truth you get




    We are already dead, and are replaying our lives at the judgment.

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    good to see you back on here . this was really nice, i felt the whole piece. keep posting, i always enjoy reading your work.

    peace

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    Default Re: Self

    Thank you, Winte.

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    We are already dead, and are replaying our lives at the judgment.

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    Default Re: Self

    Any other responses? BB? Skale? Anyone? Bueller....?

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    We are already dead, and are replaying our lives at the judgment.

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    http://www.myspace.com/pandemoniumgabriel

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    Default Re: Self

    I'll have to get back to you on this but didn't notice it when you posted this verse (and recently also)

    Peace

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    Default Re: Self

    nice song son feeling the content and the verses man keep wit it man

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